summer skin

夏が来ますね。鼻とかデコが脂ぎってきたことにより夏を感じ取っています。紫外線も感じる。
日焼け止めは既に３月から塗っておるので、今はグレードアップを検討中。最近ほんとうに肌の衰えがあれなので２０前半にして金にものいわす第一歩踏み出した。やっぱりええやつは素晴らしいね。なんかどこのメーカーが良いとかよくわかんないけど、とりあえずshu uemuraなら有名やしいちおう日本人の名前ついてるからアジア人でもだいじょうぶなのかなと思って。

キャンパスに留学生いっぱいいるねんけどなんでみんな外で日光浴びたがるの？私はこんなにも避けているのに。やっぱり寒いとこ出身やと日光を浴びたい衝動があるんかなあ。私が浴びたぶんも負ってくれ。


Summer is coming. I feel summer coming cause my nose and forehead have became oily. And I feel ultraviolet rays as well.
I've put sunblock cream on my skin since March, now I'm thinking about buying stronger one. Why women's skin cannot keep their beauty? This is serious problem. I spend more and more money on cosmetic things because of this problem. Efficiency depends on price. I don't know which cosmetic brand is best. Choosing shu uemura was nice decision? I thought it may be nice for asian skin because it's from Japan.

There are many students from other countries on our campus, and many of them exposure themselves to sun light for long time. Why do they like it? 

MAY

もう５月らしいですね。はやい。べつにそこまで忙しかったわけでもないのになぜか疲れています。ようやく本を読む余裕を得た。

とりあえず明日から４連休なのが救い。課題大量にためてるのでなんとかしないと死ぬ。とりあえず明日も図書館行こう。

てゆうか５月の実感ないのたぶんこの気温のせいだと思う。寒くない？まだジャケットいるもん。頼むからはやくあったかくなってほしい。

そうそうみんなインターンとかいくんですかね。気になるけどイマイチどうやって調べたら良いかわからん。やっぱりマイナビリクナビ？それか行きたい企業のＨＰあさるほうが良いのかな…大学が斡旋してくれるのが一番楽やねんけど…

I can't believe MAY has came already! I don't think I've been so busy in this week. But my body and brain are almost dead. Today was worst day, and finally I got room in my mind for reading a book.

I will have holidays for 4 days from tomorrow. This will save my life. haha  As usual, I've stocked piles of HW. Therefore I need to go to school library on holidays and have to do them.

Actually it is still pretty cold in Japan. I think this is why I can't believe it's May. Everybody still wears jacket. Hope coming warm weather as soon as possible.

By the way, does anyone consider about internship? I'm interested in, but don't know how I can search it. Should I register with mainabi or rikunabi? Or searching company's web sites directly is better way? It is helpful that if my university introduces some companies.

LEON

マチルダ（ナタリー・ポートマン）ばかかわいい
だらだらゴールデンウィークさいこうや

なんかこのままバイトしない気がする…忙しいの嫌いやし、インターン（やるかもしれない）し、そんなこんなしてたら即就活やし、どうせ研究と就活で旅行行けないからお金あっても意味ないしね！働きたくないんだよ！
ほんとは行きたいとこいっぱいありけどね。
いま私の中であついのはニュージーランド・ポートランド・シチリア・トロント・南米・モスクワ・台湾・香港・マカオです。


Matilda(Natalie Portman) is soooo cute!
I enjoy lazy holidays.

BTW, finally, I find that it is hard to do part time job......I hate being busy. And actually I want to try internship in this summer if I can find a nice company. After summer, job hunting is waiting for me. Above all if I earn some money, I don't have time to spend it! I earned money for almost travelling. But research, study, job hunting will never let me travel in this year...... therefore I give up finding part time job!
There are attractive places around the world and I wish I could go to all of them.
I think Newzealand/Portland/Sicilia/Toronto/South America/Moscow/Taiwan/Hong Kong/Macau are cool.

長岡天満宮

今日は私にしてはアクティブないちにちでした。朝から西山に竹の子ほりに行って、帰りに長岡天満宮のキリシマツツジ見てきた。ツツジの壁がめっちゃきれいで千と千尋の神隠しの千尋がハクに会いにツツジ畑を抜けるとこを思い出した。
たまに自然に触れるの大事やわ。

Today, I went to Nishi Yama (West Mountain) in Kyoto and enjoyed a farming workshop. On the way to the station, we dropped in Nagaoka Tenmangu. Its Japanese flower garden was so amazing. It reminded me of a scene that Chihiro go trough a flower garden to see Haku in Ghibli movie.
Putting myself in nature refreshed me well.

Some films

忙しくてたのしいものに触れない土人生活を営んでいて、これではいけないと思って映画借りた。疲れてると本みたいな能動性必要なものはしんどいので映画良いよね。

耳をすませば　Follow me 攻殻機動隊　ってゆうナゾの選択になった。
耳をすませば　やばい。なんか観てると辛くなる。輝きすぎてて。自分の人生のくすみっぷりに絶望する。私も読書女子になろうとか思うけど、最早女子とかゆう歳でもないことに気づいてまた死にたくなる。歳とるごとに感受性が死んでゆくのを感じる。
Follow me はひたすらMia Farrow愛でてロンドンを感じる映画やった。写真べつにFollow me のじゃないけど。かわええ。
攻殻機動隊は素子がかっこよかった。ほれた。


I haven't touched any culture for a few weeks because I didn't try to make time. Such living is bad and miserable, then I borrowed some films. Reading books needs positiveness but I can be passive while watching movies. So films are nice for me when I'm busy or tired.

Whisper of the heart / Follow me / Ghost in the shell  How random they are!
Whisper of the heart was touching. I felt kind of something pain. How young students are bright! And then I felt disappointed with myself. haha I thought I tried to be a girl reader, but I found that I wasn't girl anymore. I've felt my sensitiveness has been dying year by year. Anyway small love in library is adorable.
Mia Farrow in Follow me was so pretty and I enjoyed London scenes. Oh that photo of Mia Farrow isn't in Follow me.  Sorry.
Motoko in Ghost in the shell was super cool.

はる

もういろいろつかれまして、FUDGE読んだら思わず買い物してしまった。近所にお買いものスポットあるとちょこっと行けて良いです。
ひさしぶりにZARA行ったらめっちゃかわいかったわー。お買いものはひとを幸せにする。

I've been tired in last week. After read FUDGE magazine, I shopped black shoes and shorts at ZARA.
Everything in ZARA was so lovely and I wanted all of them. Shopping makes me happy.

Sick!!

新学期早々体こわしました。肝臓と喉がウイルスに蝕まれているらしい。イミフ。明後日府立病院に行ってきます。町医者にとうとう匙なげられた。３回も血抜かれたのに。てゆか肝臓てなに、私タバコ喫まないし、お酒もほとんどやらないのに。肝臓患うとかおっさんくさくて厭。
なにがつらいって新しい環境でこの体調なことです。第一週やから授業は全部でないといけないし。人間関係も全部新しいし。レポートとか研究とかなんやかんやで学部並みに授業あるし。

でも身体さえ元気なら学校たのしいのよ。研究室のひとみんな優しいし、授業も先生が違うと新鮮やし。
今日専門英語とやら受けに行ったらふつうにただの建築の授業を英語でやってるだけでオワタ感あった。９０分耳をそばだてていたので疲れました。みんなあれ聞き取れてるのがすごいわ。

とりあえずかわぐちがくれたWhittardの紅茶のんだら眠って明日に備えよう。


I got terrible sick even though my new living was just started. My doctor said that my throat and kidney have virus. I have to go to a public hospital the day after tomorrow because my sickness is beyond my doctor's reach. Actually he took my blood 3 times to test. I wonder why my kidney got sick. I don't smoke. I drink little. WHY? 
Being sick in new surroundings has made me exhausted. I have had to attend all classes because this is the first week. Everybody around me was new. And I have some essays, research and many classes.

But this new living is very fun for me if I'm not sick. People in new laboratory are nice and smart. Many of classes are interesting. I attended a class of "English" today, but it was just "Architect class in English". It was hard for me to listen to his teaching for 90mins. I was surprised that many of students in the class understood what he said.

Anyway I'll be in my bed after drinking a nice cup of tea from Whittard. (my friend bought for me in England)